(First post!)

A few posts from last week got me thinking again about choice. I again found myself torn between wanting to respect other women's decisions, not make decisions for them, etc. on the one hand, and the desire to keep challenging societal standards in general on the other.

One question that kept occurring to me as I thought about women making choices that to me seemed unfeminist was: "But has she REALLY considered it? What if she's just deceiving herself?" This was fueled, in part, by some of my own experiences with challenging standards. When I first wanted to stop shaving, I had a period of a few months where I was afraid of doing so because of the social stigma, and anxiously trying to justify continuing to shave by saying that it was my choice. I was deceiving myself. Eventally I owned up to the fact that I was doing something I didn't want to, and stopped. Which was hard.

So this makes it sometimes difficult for me to accept other women's choices, whether they concern shaving, letting men pay for them in bars, or engaging in traditional gender roles in general, when those choices seem unfeminist to me. It's hard not to think - Is this REALLY her choice? This is further complicated by some strains of third-wave feminism, which do seem to attempt to justify any traditional behavior (stripping comes to mind) with choice.

Here is where I have my epiphany. The thing is, I can't see into people's minds. I really don't know what they're thinking. I really can't distinguish between a woman who is, say, wearing heels because she's fullly considered them and still likes them, and one who is using the language of choice to justify her unfeminist act. And, in the end, it's not my business.

Was I deceiving myself when I was continuing to shave? Yes. Would I have liked to have other feminist deny my agency during this period and tell me I didn't know what was good for me and that I should shave? Fuck no.

So here is the point, people. Question your own choices. Question them continually and passionately. But please, please, don't tell other women they are deluding themselves. This will lead to bad things.

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October 12, 2009 10:08 AM

[0+]  katemoore said:

Oho, but this is still telling people what to do in a roundabout way, through personal example. It's like one of those religious testimonies that ends with "I'm not telling you what to believe, but here is my story."

The analogy is no accident. What these kinds of arguments remind me of, more than anything, is the stuff I was told when I tried to be religious. "Oh, dear, when you become a Christian you don't have to give up any of your secular music! ...But just keep talking to God and eventually he'll tell you that it's bad and you won't even want to!"

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